wow i havent thought of eric in so long... im sort of missing him 2day.... i mean i love brandon... i have fallen so hard for him... and i think he loves me 2... i mean he says he does... im just starting 2 believe maybe we have something here.... as soon as he gets over his "i wanna be single" stage... lolz... but every once in a while i miss eric... just for a mili second...

BUT if me and eric would have got 2gether... i would have never got brandon... so i guess the song is right... "thank god for unanswered prayers"... cuz i dont think eric could ever amount 2 brandon... ever.... no matter how amazing i THOUGHT he was... and no matter how much i THOUGHT i loved him...

and i would be pissed if someone tried 2 fuck up me and brandon... so im gonna leave eric and kenzi alone... i mean if they really love each other...i mean really.. not just wanting sex... who are we 2 mess that up... i hope they are happy... maybe we can like all be friends again... like we used 2 be.... that would be awesome... cuz eric is cool.. but brandon is amazing...

wow... its wierd 2 be all the way over... chris and eric... wow... lolz...

brandon is the most amazing thing thats ever came into my life... i kno i kno im gettin all lovey lolz... but skip this part if u dont wanna puke lolz....

hes not like eric... who treats me bad some days and good some days... he calls me and tells me he loves me... if i hang up on him he calls me back... if he fucks up... he knows it.... and he appologizes until i forgive him... even if its small stuff i dont care about... he gets all worried and appologizes... lolz... hes just incredible... i love him

sorry for the sappy crap... lolz... gonna go...

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<3 Jaymee