welp... i feel like total shit again...

Brandon says he likes me... and he says all this sweet stuff.... and then when people ask if we are gonna go out he says no... he doesnt want a relationship and blah blah blah.... but he wants 2 do "stuff".... so im thinking he wants one thing... some ass... and then hes gonna leave me.......... :-( i shouldve known...

everytime things get better.... they get worse again... dammit i cant do this...

</3 Jaymee